very old song.. lol

Friday, September 28, 2007

《暗恋的代价》草蜢

茶不思饭也不想 有些话想告诉她
心里太多牵挂 整夜心乱如麻
失眠是为了想她 猜测她会爱我吗
无时无刻想她 可是 她知道吗
为什么每次遇见她 我也不懂说话
想送她一束玫瑰花 但心里又害怕
为什么太阳总笑你 笑你不懂表达
"王子变青蛙" 这就是 暗恋她的代价
听过太多爱情的故事 总有一点幻想
每一天发呆在家里 守候她的电话
为什么月亮看着你 说你是个傻瓜
"聪明变傻瓜" 这就是 暗恋她的代价

exactly wat i'm feeling... =( and somehow i love this song.. haha! but seriously.. this song describes exactly! EXACTLY wat i'm feeling.. many sleepless nites...dunnoe whether she knows or not..haiya...心乱如麻! lol! ahem... 救命啊！！！！！！！！！！

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wake me up.......when september ends!!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

sept ending soon... means? recess ending soon...means? damn... mid term tests!

fax's week-in-review:

hmm i shall start from where i ended in my last post.. wahaha i ended on thurs sooo hmmm friday! yes friday celebrated guiliu's 21st in sch.. surprised her with the cake n present.. haha didnt know jul was so good at organising surprises.. haha yup yup then after that i went to study/slack in the library while waiting for fil to end sch... few days earlier had arranged to meet her in sch after her lesson then go to meet the rest.. ok anyway after that, we met elaine at buona vista mrt yeaa and then went to orchard to meet the rest =) had dinner at darn.. dunnoe how 2 spell.. Vilage? -_-" dunoe la the restaurant that is like marche at heerens.. =X had fun during dinner.. crapped lots... fil kinda failed at her "qian bian wen da ti"... but nvm..soonhui failed miserably... haha =X then after dinner.. went home.. crapped a bit on the train... oh well..

sat sun wasnt very eventful la.. didnt do much lalalaaa oh yea sun watched soccer! man u vs chelsea! hoho!! we won 2-0!! glory glory man united!

mondayyy... stayed at home to study.. Zzz how nice haha Zzz!!!! then at nite went out for dinner with my family to lawry's.... coooool la..... the steak is... Oooo!!!!! oishi!!! =X haha really damn nice! the price very nice too...aiya... 久久一次... no problem la..

tues = mid autmn festival! argh haha stayed at home to study again! then at nite.. had mooncakes with my family n future bro-in-law joined us too...hee

wed.. which was yesterday.. hmmm well didnt study much.. played games at home instead haha study too much can die 1...haha oh yea chat with fil and she showed me this emoticon... VERyyyy niceee!! haha those who wanna know can ask me to show.. hoho very interested 1 too.. love the person who did it la..

thurs! today! yea! went to vivo to meet vic n ken to discuss our project.. i kinda like this project.. 800words only... and it only took us 2 meetings to get it done.. haha cool... met meijia at starbucks while discussing the project... surprised to see her.. lalalaa after discussing, ken went off to do some stuff b4 coming back to meet us for dinner.. yea elaine n yuanfang came at around 6+ or 7 for dinner with us.. vic pang seh-ed! Zzz had delifrance haha yea it was bread..elaine wanted breeead.... lol hmmm after dinner.... fil came.. liased with elaine i guess.. haha went shopping for clothes.. then ken n i just stoned while they shopped.. haha quite interesting though.. to see them looking thru the clothes n trying them on.. yea and after going thru 3 shops.. fil finally bought 1 top... headed to candy empire... didnt see anything nice to buy.. then headed home! :D how nice haha

recess is ending.... boooo!! i miss holidays!! december faster come!! haha jj lin's xi jie is currently stuck in my head.. keep singing it out loud....wahaha i miss my choir days....ok la nothing to talk about liao...so.....till next time... see ya

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crappy thursday lol

Thursday, September 20, 2007

back for an update! hm havent had much time to update coz of stupid computing assignments and test to study for.. and up next? MORE TESTS....

today i learn something new.. how 2 maximise your time.. let time be a function of x... => T(x)

T(x) = 1/x because time for all nus students is a decreasing function(ie as x increases, T(x) decreases --> can be proven by showing contradiction)

dT/dx = -1/x² => dT/dx = 0 (to find local minimum or local maximum point) => no value for x... meaning? we cant maximise our time as long as we r in uni!! so dun blame me if i say i got no time.. it's PROVEN here... hee =X

haha ok that was crap...

yup today sort of made 2 more new friends thankz to kw n jeanie.. lol hopefully it's a good beginning to the start of something new.. lol! a little crazy today.. oh well.. that's wat u get for studying so much and still dun understand shit.. lalalaaa

it's friday again tmr and i always look forward to fridays... coz friday nite can ZZZZZzzzzzzzzz until shiok shiok haha and of coz sch ends early.. for me.. it ends at 2 but i usually have lunch with my jc friends and we always delay until 3+ close to 4.... and tmr i'm going out with my work pals..all the deloitte peeps haha! looking forward to that too coz hm.. havent met them for quite some time.. i meet the guys every tuesday for lecture laa but it's always a new experience with them.. lol! talking crap again! shit la haha

oh yes.. man u won by the scoreline of 1-0 yet again! 4 games already and this sunday will the the 5th! and it's against chelsea! manager-less chelseaaa.. hoho the tides have changed..

fly me to the moon~~ lol

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hohoho

Sunday, September 16, 2007

yooo... no more unhappy posts.. haha

watched soccer yesterday.. man u was damn heng la.. good thing they scored that goal.. if not haiz again liao lohh... yup watched the arsenal match too... mark my words.. arsenal r gonna win this season... though i'm a united fan... o well la! to be realistic.. i really think arsenal have the quality to go all the way this season... man u? better luck next season.. =P

studied quite a bit for my cz mod last nite and i swear! i still dunnoe how to do qn 3... shit man! lol revising my 1100 notes coz i think i'm a little behind for this mod.. hmmm plan to study my phys mod tmr coz there's an mcq test coming up on tues..arghhh so fast got test liao.. haiyooo! then after mid term break got the mid term tests... this isnt helping.. haha gotta go back study! see ya =)

Maroon 5 - Makes me wonder... nice song.. go check it out~ hehee

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end of the week!

Friday, September 14, 2007

cant believe it... 1 more week and it's mid term break! i mean... it's mid term already!? creepy how time flies...

well i guess i'm black-listed in the dating community.. never meant to succeed... not that i've failed but! it's quite obvious she dont feel the same for me.. probably need more time to get to know each other better...so for now.. i'm giving up....sighhhhh

on happier news.... yea it's the weekends! o yea guess wat.. i got to know a new friend at my tutorial class.. lol i was like eh? didnt i see u yesterday when i was with kw n jeanie at lunch.. she also eh? then aiya.. it's good news.. i wont be alone for that class anymore haha

shall crap more soon.. probably tonite or tmr.. for now...see yaaa!

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zzZz

Monday, September 10, 2007

regarding my previous post.. hmm well i'm alrite la.. didnt feel good that's all.. but now i'm ok...

life still goes on and all is not lost.. lol aiyaa... dunnoe laa shall take 1 little baby step at a time.. =)

for now... well nothing much to write la... the previous post was only done yesterday....nothing to update!!!

probably will end with this quote.. =) "Make everyday the best day of your life!"

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weekends again...lalala

Sunday, September 9, 2007

nothing much 2 write... haha

well i guess it's all coz of my wishful thinking...=( nothing's turning out right for me... feel quite miserable..will some kind soul knock some senses into me?? =X maybe... just maybe she's bz or something but oh well la.. it just feels horrible and haiyoo... dunnoe wat 2 do...=(

i just cut my hair yesterday hoho... seriously no comments... but somehow i think my hair looks like paikia hair... lol! dunnoe la... hair will grow de.. no worries! o yea i bought a laptop casing/bag/carrier/watever la... those kind of spongy spongy casing that contains your laptop so that u can carry it around.. yea i bought that yesterday so that i wont have 2 put my laptop in my bag and cause me to shrink.. Zzz

weekends with no soccer to watch = boring!!! and i dun like to watch international matches...world cup is ok... euro championship also ok but qualifiers.... damn... boring! haha watching club football is still the best... even if it's sleague.. =X but yea.. epl wont resume until next sat so.. 1 more week of no soccer... lalalaaa....

shall stop here.. will update again soon.. =)

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one step closer

Thursday, September 6, 2007

yoyo haha mmm well wat should i talk about 1st?

aiya.. it's always sch 1st so yea i'm in my 4th week of nus life already and ok la.. i'm getting used to it but still not very comfortable with it...especially the tutorials part.. i dunno how 2 say but it's different from the jc tutorials and i miss jc!! =X or rather.. i miss working! haha working was so much more bearable... no formulas to remember.....no need to apply precise definition of limits... no need any logical deduction...and dun need 2 do c programming! lol just do tax comps and pass it to the staff.. wahahha o yea tmr is andy's last day of work in deloitte... good luck to him! =)

my father just went over to hongkong on tues.. that's 2 days ago? yea but he's coming back either tmr or saturday.. dunnoe when also hahaa so when he's overseas.. ha ha ha! car's mine!!! =X but aiya.. my mama not comfortable with me driving alone and to school... =\ ya la she told me the worries of being a mother.. keep worrying about me n jiejie all the time... so yea.. i probably will never know wat it's like to be a mother, wont be able to experience it 1st hand soo.. i respect my mama~ =) haha!

lalalaaa anyway.. i feel that there is chance to progress.. after yesterday's chat n sms session..hee i hope my instinct isnt wrong.. haha she's been chatting more n more with me recently.. and she's been in a rather good mood too.. lol dunnoe y but i seriously really really do hope that my dream is really coming true~ =P please make it real! haha.. dunnoe if u happen to stumble upon this site haha oh well....

suddenly at a loss of wat to write hmmmmMmmm ok shall talk about man u then.. yes keano returned to Old Trafford last sat and he's now the manager of Sunderland.. the match was pretty ok... sunderland didnt play well at all.. coz man u got sooo much of the ball.. almost all the time was man u attacking all the way... but the finishing wasnt there until saha came on during the 2nd half and scored that wonderful goal and yea man u won 1-0... just 1 goal but 3 points is wat we r happy with~ =) chelsea n man city both lost during the same weekend haha the tides have turned =P

whaha recently i happen to stumble upon several youtube videos of kukrusann... it's kinda like a voice ensemble group i think they formed it when they were in army.. i mean there's this Music n Drama Company in saf.. so i guess they were from there and they sing really good la... not really good..freaking(sorry junrong.. your copyright) good!! reminds me of my choir days ahha miss singing with the bunch of them... happy...sing...not happy...also sing.. though it's only that 2 sessions we meet up every week.. i was happy with that.. met many friends there n got to enjoy music at the same time haha a bit regret not joining choir in tj but oh well laa.. wat's done is done and there's no turning back.. haha life goes on and so will i =)

i'll end with a quote which elaine taught me.. haha
"To go beyond is as wrong as to fall short" and hmmm according to her.. it means that to go beyond.. means to go n do illegal stuff...haha i roughly get the meaning la but it's just hard to explain in words... =P till my next post... bye~~~~ =)

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A short entry

Monday, September 3, 2007

haha just wanna pen this down...

woke up not long ago and i just had the most wonderful dream... haha! =X it's hard to describe but wat i can say is that in the dream.. it's a dream come true for me =)

my 1 of my previous entries i did talk about giving up... maybe not coz this dream rekindled it...hee =P

let's see how it goes!! and hopefully it's deja vu... hehehe

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